If you are “going further” with this transformation that’s just fine. If you are only trying to avoid shaving (at your very tender age), you need to reconsider.
You beard is not fully developed; it is going to fill in. What will you look like in 15 years with a full beard and no upper lip hair? Removing upper lip hair will give you an a-sexual appearance. Or, you can end up looking “Asian” (nothing wrong with that, by the way … except you are not Asian!).
The male appearance requires a shadow on the upper lip. Even when I remove a full beard on a fellow, I leave hair on the upper lip and chin … it’s an important “secondary” male characteristic.
Before doing any “job” a competent therapist should review all the outcomes. We don’t just remove hair! I’m concerned that you might be injuring yourself, and that prefect face. Think about this, please!