I am in agony. And I’m not exaggerating. I started with a few 15 minutes sessions on my breasts and chest. It hurt but it was a short time and I felt happy, as a female to finally start a journey to be hair free. I just want to be able to wear a t shirt or a swimming costumes. Legs arms and back can be waxed or maybe hopefully laser can do some reduction, which I will be grateful for.
I just had my 3rd full hour on my face. I’m so grateful that I think the numbing cream is making even a bit of difference. Maybe even just 10 -30% less pain but I’m grateful because the alternative seem unimaginable.
I cant enjoy the rest of my days as I’m consumed by worry and fear before my next appointment. I have been left hopeless as I want to stop but I’ll have such regrets and I’ve already started and spent this money already. I feel broken and on the verge of going into depression because of the fact excess hair has been the bane of my life as a female for years and also going into a depression because the pain to remove it seems to be getting progressively more painful. I’m already in agony thinking of my appointment next week.
I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’d take death happily at this point. I still have to book an appointment with my gp to get some hormone medication a consultant recommended.
Should I try another electrolysis lady? I’m thinking could it be better or wishful thinking? I honestly wish for a miracle right now. The medicine community announces something like a pill or painless procedure that gets rid of excess hair ASAP.
I have tried to cheer myself up by thinking positive, breathing, reminding myself others suffers much more pain and this is just an hour. Others have gone through it and survived so why can’t I?