I really just don’t know whether I can go on anymore.
I know people say too much hair can ruin someones life and these are men that are REALLY hairy. They can just get it waxed, it’s normal. For women the amount of hair they have might be abnormal but it’s hardly going to be nothing that a few electro sessions can’t cure. For the TS it is the combination of both worlds and this makes it the worst.
I’m 17 MTF and I have more hair than ANY of my friends. We are talking 5 o clock shadow/hairy hands/feet/legs/arms/back/chest/face. At first I thought there was hope, with laser it would all be removed without any problem but I’m not even sure if laser would work for me. I have 1200 pounds saved up from my part time job but I’m not willing to spend any money until I know something is certain to work.
I went to see a shrink who should be refering me to a Gender identity clinic but I haven’t heard from him in MONTHS. I don’t want to call him cause I get embarassed. When I told him I wanted to be a girl I felt horrible because it was as if my 5 oclock shadow was there to remind me that the hair will never go and I can forget my dreams of being who I am inside.
Is there hope for me with hormones? How much reduction can I expect?