I feel like I need to express this sorrow , and this is the place to do it.
I feel like I’m hitting a wall and there’s nothing i can do except accept defeat.
I’ve tried years of electrolysis , whenever i could access it. I have paid a ton of money for small areas of my face to really little affect. I have permanent marks around my eyebrows from the zapper that plucked my eyebrows for a couple of years . And the hair on my face just continues to grow in .
To my surprise my short and inexpensive experiment with LHR on other parts of my body have actually worked out very well. However what really is affecting my life are not those other parts of my body , it is the hair on my face that has always been the problem. …and after this many years of doing what i could , I just feel like I have to admit i have no hope of resolving this .
Much of the hair is blonde , much of it is fine , some of it is brown , some of it is dark, but the fact is , my face is covered in a coat of it.
I have at heart always had an adventurous spirit and have had many opportunities to travel and do some exciting things, however most of these opportunities have been missed only because I just can’t do it and still find a way that I can secretly shave , as i do daily.
So I feel like I’m living a life in hiding and have missed so many of my life’s great opportunities . I have been an intelligent , vivacious soul with dreams but it’s put a huge damper on all my possibilities and i can say now since i am reaching a later age , even been a factor in not being able to follow my life’s purpose.
Today it’s hit me like a great wall of deep depression. I know there are bigger problems than hair but today I’m finding myself praying if I have another life i just hope hair doesnt once again make me live a life of hiding when i had so much i wanted to achieve .
Well thanks for being a place i can vent and be understood.