I just wanted to say you’re not alone! I suffered from it, and still do to an extent, for many years and it stopped me from doing so many things like going on holiday.
I also felt worse about it during my pregnancy as I had to stop the laser treatment - not to mention the hormones kicking in! Also, the few friends that I showed my problem areas too were all surprised by my obsession with it and felt it was no-where near as worse as I imagined. Don’t forget you are probably most critical and by focusing on the problem it does make it look worse.
Please try to not let it rule your life - like I did. It’s not worth it and soon you’ll have a beautiful baby which might put things more into perspective. Having said that, bear in mind that you might not feel your best appearance for a while anyway, what with baby weight etc.
Laser helped me a lot, I am still having laser on my facial hair and have just said sod it to the rest. I can’t afford to spend any more hundreds on laser.
Don’t worry, you’ll be able to start your electrolysis soon and you’ll feel so much better when you are doing something about it.