Electrolysist destroyed my skin. Looks like it’s a persistent bruise, limp is numb after 3 months

Hair Removal Methods Professional Electrolysis
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I do not think it will EVER fade.
This gray shadow is actually not hair - just a few left, but bruise/pigmentation.

Nothing has changed over 3 months so far. Literally NOTHING.

Had 2 suicide attempts, do not know what to do next.

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After electrolysis my face looked like that:

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