This is difficult to write. I know I am permanently scarred from just one session of electrolysis. I don’t want it sugar coated. I don’t know what to do?
I’ve had 5 sessions of laser hair removal on my beard. They gave great results. However, within a month of the hair falling it out, it grew RIGHT BACK. It seemed in the middle of treatments like I was getting great results. Then it just started growing back more and more.
I have to have my beard removed because I have severe issues with fungal/yeast/bacteria infections in my beard. Since I was 12 years old my facial hair has reeked havoc. Endless accutane treatments, antibiotics, fluconazoles, biopsies. There is no solution but to remove the beard permanently. Even from dermatologists.
Then only positive was that I really didn’t have facial scarring. However, I am prone to scarring (I assume from so many courses of accutane). ALthough I had been off long before I had ever started laser, and laser never ever scarred me.
Since I knew electrolysis was my only option at this point, I found reference for a local electrolygist. She had 30+ experience and had glowing reviews. I told her specifically, “I am terrified of scarring.” She understood and made me feel really comfortable. She did a test patch, and it wasn’t painful at all. I honestly could’ve fallen asleep. It almost felt like a slight bee sting, but the bee was on Tylenol PM or something. Anyway, that patch cleared in redness within a day. I was ecstatic!
So, I came back 4 days later for my first two hours. Again, it wasn’t painful really. To me, laser hair removal was undeniably painful. It was unbearable sometimes. However, electrolysis seemed to be bearable. The only thing I noticed, is she said, “Your hair is very coarse, I am going to do something called a double tap.”
She zapped some hairs 7 times each. 7 TIMES EACH. However, it didn’t hurt. I never once felt the probe go in, or my hair being tugged. I only felt the electric shock sometimes.
The session was over and then I went to my car. My heart sank.
I could visibly see pieces of flesh missing. It’s like my whole pore had literally been removed. Like a cheese grater.
This texture has not changed for a week. I scabbed slightly. However, I just have very visible holes. My skin was smooth before.
I am so upset because I have to continue. My beard will NOT respond to laser hair removal.
These scars. I can’t believe it. Only one session. These are permanent. I just know it. It isn’t redness, it’s literal holes.
I will attach my skin before and after. The marks you see are the electrolysis. I have never had icepick scarring in my entire life on my face. Just compare before and after.
One picture shows the progress of the laser at one point. You can see the texture of my skin clearly isnt’t scarred. The after two photos are the scarring post one week of electrolysis